Tuesday, November 17, 2009 Y 11:31 PM


Hey all. Sorry for the long Chinese post. Anyway, holiday is boring! I miss all my friends. Anyway, love you guys. Ask me out:D


Sunday, November 15, 2009 Y 10:36 PM



今天,我带着一种特别的心情和我的哥哥还有cousins出门。已经有很久没有这种感觉了,这种放松的心情我想只有和他们在一起才会有吧。最近我的心情有点乱,不知所措,但又不知道该怎么做。反正我也不知道该怎么说,就是说不上来。假期真的有点无聊,除了去学校,搞学生会的一些东西,打打球,做功课,真的没有什么东西可以做了。学生的生活就是怎么没有色彩,除了读书还是读书。想要为自己的生活增添一点乐趣真的还有点难。

时间过得真快,一转眼2009年就要和我们说再见了。回想起这一整年所发身的事情,我有点遗憾。大家都变了,有时候我真的觉得我对周围的人都没有了信任,也觉得有点孤单。真犯贱。当2009向我们挥挥手时,就是我需要开始战斗的时候,就是会考一步一步跟紧我的脚步的时候。虽然有点害怕,但还是要面对,我会加油,希望大家也和我一起加油。

就此搁笔,余言再叙。

sorry for typing chinese.


Wednesday, November 11, 2009 Y 10:00 PM


Hey! O level Chinese paper is over! Yay! Right, some things happened lately and I don't know whether was it good or bad. Nevermind, I shouldn't think so much, let time proof everything. I hope it will proof that its a good thing. Well, I am feeling a bit weird and acting like a cox-2 lately. I know its doesn't make sense cause its suppose to not make any sense in the first place. I miss my cousin and I wonder how is she doing now and also at the same time, right now, I wonder if she turn better or maybe, worst? I don't dare to think anymore.


I hope we stay at the same point. Don't move.


Sunday, November 1, 2009 Y 1:46 AM


Went. Rise and shine.
Not there. Spaghetti and tv.
Not important, at all. Violin and guitar.
Angry, or maybe sad. Calendar and Planner.
No more trust. Specs and bubble tea.
Don't need. Daydream and stunned.
Immune, used to it.
Waste time.


Saturday, October 24, 2009 Y 9:39 PM


I am such a lousy blogger. Sorry for not updating. Anyway I guess nobody stay tuned on this online diary of mine too. I shall blog whenever I like, which really depends on how interesting my day is going to be or maybe the mood. It has been really warm and humid these few days and I felt like I was being baked by the sun within seconds once I stepped out into the open space. How I wish that Singapore will snow someday. Wait, that is going to be bad cause it means that there is something wrong with our Earth. So, today I started off by waking up at 8 in the morning with a little bit of laziness in me. I wanted to come out with some excuses saying that I am not feeling well or something however I still managed to pull myself out of the cozy bed.

Why do I have wake up so early? It was because of the friendly match with sembawang secondary. Honestly, I think everyone did their best but it was quite embarrassing though. I rushed home after that for my violin lesson and watched a whole day of television programme. I really have got nothing to do, I wanted to do some revision but I just couldn't bring myself to do that. So I watched the clock went one round, two round, three round...as if I was watching a snail. Come to think of what I was like a couple of weeks ago, I was practically rushing with time and had my nose in the books. However, it was worthwhile.

I guess sometime people don't really have to work so hard. When there is time for you to take a rest, catch with your friends and well I did. Spent some days with S,R,P,Y and it felt awesome. Yesterday's sakae scandal gave us a whole loads of laughter, I had never laughed so hard for a very long time and it felt great. I love you girls!


Tommy in your Tummy. (?)


Monday, October 19, 2009 Y 4:51 PM

Hi people. I am in priscilla's house now. Sleepover at her house yesterday. I was quite unlucky, because my stomach was protesting and I didn't eat the BBQ food-.- well now we are having movie marathon. There is school tomorrow! No! Nevermind, I hope school is going to be fun. I am bored now. I feel like sleeping.


Friday, October 16, 2009 Y 7:09 PM


Sometimes I feel that you've changed. I try not to think that way but I couldn't bring myself to stop feeling disappointed and frustrated.

Sometimes I wish you weren't there, so that I don't need to witness every single thing you do.


I questioned myself, am I too much?


Is it human nature? Or is it the environment?


一切与我何干.