Hi earth. I am finally back to blog. Well, nobody cares anyway. So yes, if I am not wrong, the last post was in sec 4? I am in jc1 now. Yeah, yes I know. Thoughts dont have to remind me. Anyway, I am feeling rather stress recently. This kind of pressing yet slow, immense stress. Why? Cause my jc1 MYCT is in 11 days time and guess what? I am left with a lot of revision to do. Is it just me or everyone hasnt finish their revision. Well, that doesnt matter to me cause I am the one taking my own exams. My dream, DENTIST. Why am I losing hope? Why am I losing focus? I dont want this life. This mundane routine. I dont want to retain. I want to have good passes. But why? Why cant I bring myself to work hard? I feel so upset and disappointed with myself. This is not me. But I have become like this, lazy, distracted and what more? At this time? I dont want to be like this! I need motivation! I need some love! I need some care! I need a person who really understands me! I need to get back on track. I hate this feeling but I am starting to hate myself. But no! I dont want to hate myself. I hate having millions of thoughts running in my mind. I hate having war with myself! ARGHHHHHHH! I think I am going insane. Chill, cool. Ice packs. Lets settle down and calm down please yun yi please. I need you to be focus! I need you to make full use of your 11 days! I need you to be back. COME BACK! I know its hard but please do come back. You can pull through this. You can do it! jia you. youcan youcan youcan youcan youcan!

bio:biological molecules, enzymes, cell structures, cell membrane, cell divison, dna and genomics, protein synthesis

chem: mole, atomic structure, chemical bonding, gaseous state, chemical energetics

math: standard curves, inequalities, function, binomial, apgp,series and sequence, math induction, diferentiation

econ:green shit

gp: education, media, environment


To be honest, I have really become a nerd. A REAL BIG TIME NERD. Holiday is seriously a trap. The only place I have stepped foot in is :

1. LIBRARY
2. SCHOOL
3. HOME

No shopping, no movie. NOTHING! I want to do something else!

I WANT TO BREAK FREE!


Hi! I am back to revive my blog! Well, I guess all my loyal readers got tired of waiting, so left with me and myself! Anyway, I really didn't have the time to use the computer lately, computer became my not so close friend anymore. But, that's a good thing isn't it?


So Mid Year FINALLY ended after three long weeks. I shall just close my eyes and sleep. HIBERNATE(: Actually, I am really bored. oh well, that's all. Bye guys. Or perhaps, just me!






Hi. It has been a long time since I log in to post. I feel extremely unusual now. Not that I am upset or what. It's just pure happiness. Today is my birthday. As people grow older, birthday seems to be not quite a big deal anymore. Its just a day telling you that you grow 1 year older. However, today I got enlightened by my junior. He said I should be happy for today, not because of the surface reason, but for celebrating for my mum for giving birth to me. Despite all the birthday wishes people said to me, I was rather gloomy. I felt really exhausted in class and the weather was just making everything worst.


School ended at 6 plus for me. In addition, I still had to stay back in school to do some notice board thing. Isaac Mung walked home with me after that and I told him I was actually not really happy on my birthday. He was really funny though, he said that there was something poking him in his bag. He took out the present and gave it to me. That was really...yeah. Then, I dragged my heavy footsteps back home. It is a mundane thing. I reach the house, see my sister, have a little conversation and I will go back to my to put down my bag. Just as I was about to step into my room to put down that stupid rock bag, I saw ghostly figures and that familiar song flew. "Happy Birthday to you....."


I was extremely shock and didn't know how to react. Should I laugh or what? In the end, tears just gathered in my eyes and I smiled at them. I wasn't having any anticipation for a birthday surprise. Knowing that exams are round the corner, I can totally understand even if they didn't do anything. I made my wish, wished that everyone score well in O levels and blew the candles. Laughter filled the room and we had a little K box in the house. We took photos too, to capture this moment of happiness.


What they've planned really made a change in my mood. It was the first birthday surprise that I had. Thanks girls and SM for making an effort to chose the present. I love you all. Friends forever and ever. Oh, not forgetting "Roger" for storing time.


Thank you guys! Today was awesome(:


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Hi. Its March Holiday. I plan to lock myself at home.