Alright, today was the last day of school and we are going for our one week of holiday. Hell to some of the people, Heaven to others. But obviously, its gonna be good hell holiday for me, cause I am going to study for the whole week. I hope I really do study throughout the week, no more empty promises. School was not that good today, although its teachersday. I lost 5 volleyballs, the whole team lost 5 volleyballs. It cost 155-160 dollars?! And no one is telling me the truth. I am partly at fault, really. Nevermind, I know those uppersecs took the balls home. I hope after school reopen they will return it. But the worst thing is that, training during the holiday will be like hell. I have to think of a solution, find the balls, build up the team. Thats all, I cannot be too hard on myself, cause things just wont work like that. Relax is the word. Yes, I can do this!


It all started during the camp.


Hello, it thursday going to friday. Gosh, I cant stand not blogging for so many days. So school was fine, but I was having the "LEFT BRAIN HEADACHE" Hoh, how cool was that? It was so painful that it made me cried a little. And my progress report. Its insane, our class have got 4 people in the second position! So, I am 9th in class, like last term, I did improve quite a lot but still not good enough. Sharon did really well this term. See girl, I told you that you will win me! Haha, happy for all of my friends cause all of us studied really hard for this damn common tests. I improved my english! It made me so proud of myself and it showed that I improved. This must keep going on, one day, I will get an A grade for english! I got a C6 for my literature, its so ugly on that progress report, I do not like it. Boo! I have got to work really hard on that. So, my overall percentage is 76%. Not trying to show off here, cause I think there are still spaces for improvement. Really. Oh and I found out that Christine detests me because I am the volleyball captain, cause she thinks that I suck at my skill and my coach is blind to choose me as the captain. Let me clarify, captain need not to be good at the skill but must have leadership qualities. If you think you can do better than me, come back into the team and I will let you lead, how about that? And coach is not blind! I do not want to use names like "someone, this girl from blahblah class and that girl etc." I think I have the rights to talk to her face to face, not a coward but a girl with pride who doesnt wants to talk behind people's back. Its not good, cause its called gossiping. Like what she did to sharon and I on her blog. I mean, she has the rights to blog about us, cause I think we are really worth blogging about. She also assumed that sharon's teeth are PERFECTLY STRAIGHT and we were trying to tell her that we are better in volleyball. How hilarious. I do not think so, cause I didnt go to her face and tell her that, HEY, MY VOLLEYBALL SKILL IS BETTER THAN YOURS. Gosh, inyourface. So, christine. If you are really unhappy about us, please, just come and talk to us face to face. I do not want to play hide and seek. Grow up. I am just going to let you say whatever you want, cause you are just one insignificant person in my life. Alright, much blogging about my day. Oh, since its already late now. I should tell everyone a secret! WE BAKED COOKIES BUT TURNED OUT TO BE MUFFINS FOR TEACHERS! Haha, its a bit tasteless, but I think its awesome for the first time attempt. We did a great job! And lastly, MRISSACTAN ROCKS! Hahaha! I know you are reading it! And

HAPPYTEACHERS'DAY TO ALL THE TEACHERS AROUND THE WORLD!

You sent me home although its late at night, nothing could express how I feel. I just wanted to tell you that, you are my source of joy, you make me happy everyday although we dont spend much time together, but the presence of you in my mind always make me happy and warmth. I know I have not been giving you my best these few days, but still, you treat me as good as ever. You're irreplaceable, the source that keeps me moving whenever I feel down and broken. Maybe these words cant express the real meaning, and it means less than what it really means. But once again, ILOVEYOU.


MONDAY COCONUT'S WAR SMASHED THE YELLOW PANDA! So went to school as usual, and I want to say this BIOLOGY IS FUN AND INTERESTING. So people, stop laughing your head off like some coconut. You do not appreciate it, do not learn science. And badminton interhouse, rugged made it to the final! HOORAY! I walked a big round back home again today. HEE.

AND ITS A SUNNY DAY! YAY!


Sometimes, things get harder when you start thinking.


Gosh, its raining again. I hate rainy days. Nevermind, I should go and walk under the rain later? Right, I think I am dying soon, cause I am damn bored now. Hohoho. And readers are complaining that my blogskin is bright. Haha, but I dont want to change, I am so tired of changing it again and again. Why did I change it in the first place? So dumb right. Yes, purely dumb. Hoh, I am feeling so a bit low now, cause I have no idea too. Die, I've been saying this word for quite awhile. Its not good, I should change it. From shit to die, now crap. HAHA, I think I have nothing to do, like seriously.


Sometimes, that grey sky makes me think of the time when I used to be alone.


OHNO. I know its very late now. You know what I've been doing. Changing the damn blogskin. HAHA, I dont think its nice anyway, but i will just leave it there.

Gosh, I should go and sleep now.


Fridayyy!!! HA sent me home today, although its raining. YAY! I think HA is the most awesome guy that I've ever met. I know Lily is a very Obese girl, but Valentino is crazy about her, Even thought she is fat. Yvonne, the the teddybear, Obedient and caring. but she always looks very Unkempt. A cow just flew over the Lemontea tree. And that cow very Excited about the Xanga account.


haha.


Hello, it wednesday! I stayed back in school, actually to teach priscillachan maths but ended up playing volleyball. How dumb right. Haha. Really dumb. Oh, and rugged soccer got into the final! Haha, RUGGED ROCKS! Tomorrow will be my volleyball interhouse, how scary. Haha, anyway, HA walked me home, but its just a shortshort while. HA is a secret agent, he came my chiko land to protect all the species! Where there are only two? Me, the president and my leader, rachel. Haha, but he protects me more. Hah! He is a awesome secret agent, thats why he is in chiko land. I wont anyhow let any people to step into my land. you know, cause its my LAND! I reclaimed it, I used EMPOLDERING. Alright, will stop here.


Boo, I am scare.


Hello. Monday not blues! Wait, I am a little bit upset today. Because my friend is sad. I think I didnt try my very best to make her happy but left out and lonely. I always thought that I understand her, but actually, I dont. I feel useless sometimes, making her feels that I need her a lot that she cannot falls or cry infront of me. Supposed her whole self-controlled outer appearance was just a facade? A perfect suit of armour. Outside, the weak sun shines down as if nothing had happened, but something happened. I dont want her to feel like that, I want her to be happy, put on her biggest smile. Not for us, but for herself. Cheerup girl, be happy. I will always be there for you.
OH my science! STUPID ONE AND A HALF! RAHHH! ONE AND A HALF! OHMYGOSH. STUPID ME! Haha, readers surely dont understand what I am talking about. I was mad about that one and a half and I went round and round the class hitting people and shouting like a mad woman. Luckly my teacher didnt really care, cause the whole damn class was noise. Hoh, then after school, I went to causeway with priscillachan, sharon and HA(: Had fun talking, and priscilla and HA. Hitting each other, then priscilla said she had a bad impression of HA! But I knew she was just kiding. Then she went home, left with us. We walked sharon home and then HA walked me home(: Had longlong conversation. AWESOME. Hah, thats why I am happy. Oh bytheway, I lost a friend, not a she but a he.


I hope this will last verylong. As long as it could last.


Hello. Blueskywhiteclounds plus raining equals to SUNDAY! Haha, I realised that I've got loads of homework undone. Thats so dumb of me. Then I spent the whole day doing them and I've got no time to read the strawberries picker. That book is awesome. I texted HA the whole. Insanity at work man. Haha. I hope his damn ankle will heal before the homematch against evergreen. Get well soon boy! Right, this HA right, he will appear in my post very often. Yes, veryvery often. Alright, I will stop here. By the way soulmate, do not stressed up yourself, relax. Yes, RELAX is the word. Breath in and out. You can do it! Dont worry about me, I am fine. You, fall down anytime and cry out loud anytime, my shoulders will always be there for you. If mine are too small, yifan's one are just beside mine. So dont worry. Iloveyousoulmate!

Yes, I am happy.


Sat-ur-day. I am alone now, no one is at home, so boring. I've got to wait for 1hour more till my violin lesson. And commontest finally ended. I got back some of my result. Yay, its time for me to show off! Haha.
chinese: 48/50
maths: 23/25
science:28.5/35
Yupp, I havent get back my history and geography, I hope I've done well for both. Let pray hard. Oh and I am going out with sharon and maybe yi fan later on. Its such a boring day.


Hee, that guy with 3 ongs in his name is AWESOME.


Thursday. I am here, to post about me, my life of course. Oh yay, there is training tomorrow. And I am still a emowyy. Moodswing comes and stays there, it never wants to go. Stupidfool. What's wrong with me? I am feeling exceptionally upset these few days. Rahhh, I need to lock myself in the room and reflect. Wait, what to reflect about? Myself? Maybe, I guess, oh whatever. I have met the greatest five friends ever, prisyandprisc. sharon and yifan. Most importantly, SOULMATE. That's good enough. What else can I ask for? Am I being too demanding? I guess, mm, no. I feel pretty left out sometimes. Of course, you know its not by them. I dont know, I am really confused now. Right now.


1,2,3 action! If I could timetravel, I would have been a national gymnastic player, represent the country. Plays the beijing olympic games now. With nothing to worry about but the competition.


Woohoo. Tuesday. I've been posting emowyy stuff lately. Yes, I am still going to post about emowyy stuff now. Maths and Chinese papers were easy. I think I did awesome. This damn thing is killing me. Rahhh, nevermind. I shall not let my friends to worry about me. Especially SM. I am fine I guess. Time is what I need. Yes, time. It will gets better.

Hohoho, I am the leader of the chiko land.


I am back from the library. I feel so lonely. Cold. If I could rewind the time, I wont want to meet both of them. This game is starting to be painful, scary. Anyway, commontest. GOODLUCK TO THE PEOPLE IN MY SCHOOL! haha.



Force a smile. Maybe it works.


Saturday. I spent the whole morning watching olympic games. Volleyball, ITALY VS RUSSIA. Italy won the game. I watched the 48kg women weightlifting too. CHINA 1ST, KOREA 2ND & TAIPEI 3RD. I watched the basketball and soccer women halfway. I watched the gymnastic men too. Handball. Beach volleyball. See how crazy right. I spent about 4 or 5 hours watching all these and I didnt study. I did some work only. O-N-L-Y. Ohmygosh, I realised that the library is the bestplace to study. No television, no laptop. I shall go to the library tomorrow and monday. Great. Burn the midnight oil.


one step forward and one step back.


Hello. Its friday! Hohoho, this week is a library week, because I had been to the library for the past 5 days( including today ). I remembered that I had spent 6 hours in school and 6 hours studying outside for these 5 days. That means, I have been spending half of the week studying. How crazy and cool right. I like it that way. Commontest is on the following week, I am going to study like hell now. N-O-W. As in not now but now. Alright, I dont think you readers could understand me right now. I am confused too. Nevermind. OH, I am the visking tubing(brain) with concentrated sugar solution inside and water outside. Water is all the knowledge and it will pass through the visking tubing and will not come out(: yi fan is the plant cell(brain) where water pass through the cell membrane and becomes bigger but will not burst because of the cell wall and rachel is diffusion where the ink drop into the water and mixed well with the water. ( knowledge spreads through her brain). Too much of studying. Haha but thats pretty cool. I will think of one for sharon. My librarymates are sharon, yifan and wanyu. They are amazing librarymates. ISWEAR. Oh and HA came to meet me every of these days. I am so glad, he is awesomelytotallynice. And this is for rachel( CU is caring ). Gravity, I am a ball high up in the air, I will drop anytime and that will hurt.

this game is pretty scary.


Hello, the pessimistic emowyy is exceptionally happy today! School was awesome. I have got 23/25 for my science test and 21/30 for my english composition test. HEE, look who is boosting now, but I still thinks that my english sucks. Oh, but I failed my graph test, with sharon:B. After school, had my library study date with WANYU(:, ranen and sharon. I stayed there for about 4 hours? AMAZING. And wangyunyi have got a lot of crazy ideas, do not need to worry about no tables and chairs, cause she knows what to do(: Hah, winked at ranen, wanyu and sharon* Yes, ILOVETHELIBRARY. If there is no training tomorrow, I am going to study in the library again. Its awesome. YAY. Aintnohornyboy came to find me. It simply just a happy day.

Nightmares&Sweetdreams. How ironic can it be?


I HAVE A BADBADBAD ENGLISH FOUNDATION. OHNO.






B-O-O! Its a Saturday. The sun, scorching. Violin lesson, awesome. I didn't do much today. Rahhh, I am such a booby. I should wake up early tomorrow, and do 1297355492429549584367893 of work. Just joking, but I will sure do much more a lot than today. Oh and its good that mysister and I didn't have a tirade for these few days. Peaceful and quiet.



And this is what we aim for.