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我到底在坚持什么?


Hi. I am back to update my readers. A week passed like a lightning again. A lot of things happened and I realised I need to gather all my thoughts and do the right things. No matter what people say about me, its for the team. As a leader, I am prepared to get all the nonsense. Well, its time to be a bad person.

Alright, back to my week 8. I had a lot of tests this week and I think I have done well for most. I guess this year have started badly for me, I hope everything gets better. For all the upcoming tests, relationships and the rest. I hope my readers who are encountering obstacles could overcome them too, wish everyone the best.


I begin to see the real side of everyone, who is truthful and responsible, who is lying and unfaithful. Its all very clear now. Human are just creatures who self-contradict themselves.


以前的往事，只能回顾。成了定局的事实，让我明白，让我长大。就算只剩下一个人，我也能过得很好，因为我不再需要你，我不会再被你拖累。我会以平常心面对一切。


I must be very normal for this weekend. Because, I simply didnt revise anything on saturday after Biopois. Anyway, biopolis was quite boring but amazing. And today! I did Amath and Emath revision(a small amount only). I have Amath test on Wednesday and Emath test on Thursday.

And please change the volleyball coach!

Be brave to live.


Hello, its a Friday and I think Winda had passed her flu virus to me. Anyway, I thought yesterday was only a Monday and guess what? TODAY IS FRIDAY. Can you see how time passes so fast without us knowing. I hate it when time passes so fast. That means I am grower older and older every seconds, every minutes, every hours and every days! And I don't want to grow up:( But too bad, I am left with no choice. We need to grow up and take up huge responsibilities one day. Maybe cause of the amount of tests/homejoy had given to us by the teachers in school, and maybe because of my two CCAs. It makes time passes fast. I could only have 6 hours of sleep every day, sometimes 5 hours? I have no life. I am doing the same routine everyday. So mundane.

Sometimes, I just feel so lazy and I don't want to do anything(no such thing is gonna happen). Fortunately, I think I have been coping well with school work and everything, nothing makes me upset anymore cause it is really silly to brood over it. I hope my hard work do pays off. My CA1 results wont turn out badly. Maybe a top 15 in class? I know I could not make it to top 5 or top 10 anymore. Maybe mid year examination. Wish me the best:D


Dignity and Principle.


I realised how bad people's mouth could be, but no matter what you have heard about what people said about you, you know that you did not do such things. Sometimes, have confident with yourself, do not feel guilty about it and do not feel sad. They wont take a slight notice of you because they don't really care how you feel. They just say whatever they like without thinking. The more they wanted you to be upset, the more you have to show them that you are living 10times, 100times, 1000times happier than them. Life is unfair and sometimes filled with stress and cruelty. How you want to live your life is all up to you, happiness starts from you! So readers! Take my advice, forget about what have made you so upset lately and live on with life! Rock your own life!:D


Everyday seems so tough for me, facing different people with different masks, just make me feel so tired. But with the small effort from you have brightened up my days. How you cheer me up, how you actually care. Our small girls talk during the FTC periods while waiting for miss uma and our everyday routine. WANYU! I LOVE YOU!

I begin to see who is real.


Sometimes when I close my eyes and reminisce, a warm drop of tear rolled down my cheek. I am still left alone in that corner where no one could ever find me again.


The month came and went. I had been very busy with my schoolwork lately. Things still go on as the way it should be, I put in all my effort to study, to forget. Everything passed so fast. And I realised that I have been left behind. Left betrayed, left with my trust abused, left in deep confusion and sorrow. With these mixed feelings inside my heart, it is hard to express my feelings just plainly with words. I have been questioning myself, reflecting over and over again. Blaming myself for being naive. I have tried very hard for these two years, giving my best, however things did not work out. I don't need the attention from you, but I just want you to know that I truthfully care for you deep down my heart. We are left with a broken bond. It is hard for me to give the trust again as what is left of me is a deep scar. There was a time where I gave myself a period to heal, but now, I have decided to give up. The pain that I have to bear makes me feel so tired. You never notice how much you hurt me because I have always been hiding my true feelings after all. Sometimes, I do really want to talk about it, but I never want you to be upset, that's why I have always stay quiet and be by your side. There is no point to ask any return. Because I have learnt how to let go.

When time goes by, I would be able to pick up myself, to get out of everything.


Starting to become a emo kid? Perhaps.


如果我说 爱我没有如果
真的爱我 就放手一搏
还想什么 还怕什么
快牵起我的手.


Hey all! I AM BACK TO SINGAPORE! I MISS YOU GUYS SO BADLY! Sorry for not posting while in tai wan, there were some connection problems. And I am quite glad to hear that there are not a lot of homework. Tai wan was very fun! I will share my tai wan trip some other days. Cant wait to go school!

Let out a big secret.