Hello. Alright, so EOY finally started. I think I have done well for both english and chinese paper. By the way, Toothdrop was lying. I didn't sleep that long. C'mon. Hah. I've been studying. AS USUAL. Went to the library yesterday and studied with INH. Councillors know who he is. HAHA. Actually, I was also with my sister and brother. School tomorrow. I hope I can do well for every papers. Pray hard. Study hard.


You're awesome.


Alright, I am here to update my blog. Today, I will be talking about my life, my friends(:

Firstly, my life. I think life is pretty fine and fun for me, people have been treating me well, teachers care for me, my parents and siblings love me. Till now, I think I am a lucky person. The world is beautiful, believe in yourself, believe in your life, be confident and you will see different sides of everything. Trust me. That's how I lead my life, I live for myself, not for others.

Secondly, my friends. I think they are the most awesome friends that I've ever met.( you know who you are ) They've told me the truth. Friends said bad things about me, but you know what? I am happy that they did, I am glad. Although its really hurtful to hear bad stuff about me pouring out from their mouths. They are my friends, true friends tell you where you're wrong because they care for you, not to hurt you but to let you know. It is what they observe and notice while I can't. As we human, 90per cent of our time, we don't realise when and where we've done wrong. True friends are there to lead you to the better. They said I changed a lot, which is true. People do change. They grow up, that's why they change. Well, its easy to change but its not easy to change back to who you are in the beginning. I am not going to change back, I will just be who I am, they like me for who I am, not what I am but of course, I will change for the better.

Comments are just comments. They give you comments to let you know, to show how much they really care. Do not change for others because you don't want them to hate/dislike you. Be who you are, that's the most important thing that makes you special and unique among all. Even if the whole world hates you, you did not do anything wrong to yourself or others, you are just being yourself, the original you. Be proud of it, be confident. Readers, if you think that no one likes you, no one cares about you and you think you should change to a person that they like, this is totally wrong. One day, you will be like me, you will meet a bunch of people who likes you because that's you. And to my awesome friends, I just want to say that I really love you guys, no matter what happens, no one can split us, not even the cracking of the Earth. Change for the better, not for the people.

I know its a long post. EOY! WORK HARD!(:

Peace out and love you guys,


Oh right, I realised that I always sleep(10 mins) during science, chinese and mathematic lessons. And you know what, when I woke up from my half asleep land, I felt the energy in me raised to the extreme! And when I opened my eyes, I felt WOW! The world is so bright and fresh! My advice to all the readers, especially those who are going to take their big/small examinations, feeling stress? Close your eyes, take a deep deep breath( really deep ), hold it there and count to ten. It helps, for me, but you guys can try it out. Oh and if you're feeling really tired, like me, take a 10 to 15 minutes nap. Not a long one like 2 to 3 hours, it will makes you feel more exhausted. But do not worry about me, even though I am sleeping in class, I am still listening, I can understand. ( Yes, I am a superwoman! ) Andgosh, I am still very excited for the 10 balls and the next training, which is after exams-.- Well, I am in love with this sport - Volleyball.

School was fine as usual, nothing special happened. I got a hug from Mariel and Rebekah again:D And Dan pal, you're weird=unique and funny, not lame(: No worries. Zeken gave me a high 5 today? Alright, I think he is insane. Yes, he must be. Exam starts on the next thursday! BOMB THE SCHOOL!

Everything that you have given to me, will be stored deep inside my heart that I will never bear to throw them away.


Hello, yes. I know its late now, but I wanted to update my blog. Mariel's hug + Rebekah's hug = AWESOME(: Rebekah's flying kisses, I caught it! I caught! Yay, woman, I caught it! So school was fine, I finally got my councillor badge! So proud of myself, I hope I can contribute a lot to the council board, although its a one person effort, but still, it makes a different. EOY is coming! Oh no, I can do it! Ohya! 10 more volleyballs to the team! Yay! I am so happy! And, I look forward to my training, the new balls.

Mrho, CARE & CONCERN. I know you're reading this! Hah! Tsktsk.


Oh! Hello people. So today, school gave us a holiday and almost the whole christ church people went to the library? Hah, its so funny to see people familiar whenever I lift up my head. I sat down there studying since 10am and I think I saw more than 20 people from our school? Wait, I think its 30. Alright, THANKYOU GOODFRIEND FOR THE SWEETS!(: Notes. Work. Revision. These are the three main things I've got to achieve before the EOY. I hope I can do it. No, I must do it! Yay.



We spent time today, I am happy and glad. Sitting beside you, observing every little things about you. You're my source of joy. Iloveyou.


Alright, it a pretty boring day. Oh ya, its mooncake festival! And yes, I've been studying and doing work. Note that they are two different things. I really miss him. Its gonna rain soon. And there is school tomorrow. Exams are round the corner. Students' life is so mundane. What to do. Study hard and enjoy life after that. I hope so.* cross finger and pray hard. I know I can do it. Unleash my power!


You're like a beautiful song melody that runs through my mind.

And, manchester united lost:(


HAPPYONEYEARANNIVERSARYTOMARIEL&DANIAL!

And, Rebekah gave me a big tight hug today! Haha. So, school was fine, training was awesome! Yay!


Hello. Today was awesome. School was fine. I am not at the bottom, but at the top. With bunch of noise people in an enclosed area. Guess where I am in the library? Hah, library rocks. Oh, and today was almost the last day for the world. I am glad that its not. I am just 14!


I am sorry to make you feel that way, that's not my intention. I will show you, show you how awesome and important you're to me. I won't want to be your distraction, to make your day a bad day. No. I don't say it for the sake of saying it. I really love you. Trust me, you need to trust me. I need time. Studies come first. We will do well together.


Tuesday, school was fine. Training was fine too. Just that I didnt get to see him. Hah.


Colours were less intense, sounds less clear than they should be when you're around.



Alright, sorry but today was a bad day and I hate first day of school. I am honest with myself, I feel not appreciated and not respected. Whatever it was, I guess I just have to keep quiet for the time being and concentrate on my work. That was what I noticed today, glued my mouth and I can listen better. I guess the absence of me, doesnt really matter. I am not trying to be emo or anything, this is what I feel. I am alright. End of year exams are really round the corner, its on the third week of term 4, 25 september. Its like someone just pulled me back to the reality from my dreamland, I know I am not a slacker but I have to work hard, work smart. Nothing is going to affect me. NOTHING. I know I can do it. Now, I need to feel my way carefully forward, and I cannot lose my thread.

Oh, sharon. Funniest kid I've ever seen. Hah. Cheer up. And you owe me big time! Wasted my precious afternoon with you. I could have stay at home and write some notes, but why did I let you? Cause, I am your awesome friend(: Oh, sorry to goodfriend.
Oh, rebekah and zeken are back together! Yay!( I know rebekah is reading this:D)

Whole self-controlled outer appearance was just a facade. A perfect suit of armour.

You're what I need.
Be my source of joy, you're capable of that.
Sorry.

Late night work.


Last day of the goodhellholiday. Dang, assignments not done, no time for notes. How bad can this holiday be? Going to the library tomorrow to study with girlfriends.

Insecurities is the word.


Woah, its already friday, two more days before the new term. And guess what, I slept the whole day?! I am going to mug throughout the midnight, maybe, till the sun breaks. I am such a nocturnal. But, what to do. Midnights calm my nerves. Maybe I should attend a midnight school. But wait a minute, Singapore does not have any midnightschool(s) right? Dangit. Singapore, some very dead environment. Two days without that lil boy. Hah.

Alright, this is for yifan, since she does not like to be the last but the first. Ask rachel if you dont know what I am talking about.
You are such an Idiot! Fun is An understatement, isnt it? Now, I am Like doing some self-contradicting here. Oh, but who cares? Vincent cares if I'm not wrong, he cares for Everything. Yoga, peaches, Oranges, tomatoes and Unicorns, he is a weirdo for your information. Hah.

For soulmate.
Why do YOU think that Rabbits are evil? Oh, I mean, they are healthy, they eat Carrots and they are Kind too. So what if I like rabbits? Mind Your own business, your own LIFE and all, get out of my life, I LOVE YOU! Geez, weird much.

For S.
Class, how to spell "hardcorerocker" H-A-R-D-C-O-R-E-R-O-C-K-E-R! No, wrong! Its like that! S to the H to the ARON! Please get that into your brain. I Like the Orange sunset, when its Very near the End of summer, do YOU like it? I know you certain will.

Alright, done! I am not bias alright. Hah, I create it for my BBFs too!

It is a test of perseverance.


Indiana's Mother, Isabella is Superman's wife. She loves To eat Hamburger and she loves to drink Apple juice. Today, she went to the Bilabong shop and Ordered a hamburger, and guess what the waitress said, she said, " do You want some chili sauce for your burger? " but, its a bilabong shop, right? She was trying to be like some funny old people, cause she is Old, on Monday, she is going to buy an Umbrella, why? Cause she said, " Hamburger needs an umbrella! "


Wednesday, I AM DOWN WITH FLU! Dang it, Genting. Haha, miss you like some coconut shell.


Hello, went to the library to study just now and then watched Meet Dave with girlfriends and HA(: I wont be telling what happened in the cinema, cause its a secret! Hah! I am sure you people are dying to know what happened right? Actually, nothing really happened, we just watched the movie and thats all. Hoh, then saw my sister with AHEM, haha. Then HA sent me home as usual, HE IS A AWESOMECOCONUTSHELL! I am really glad to have him around. Must speak chinese kay. I am your cheena tutor.


Although it didnt make much difference to the temperature, but I felt really warm. Thankyou, Iloveyou.