Yesyes, I am here to post again. C(not from my team) thinks that her volleyball skill is better than mine, whatthehelloh, then why did you quit in the first place if you're that good? Stop thinking that you are the smartest, best and all. BE HUMBLE. Stop being such a boss. You are not the only one living in the world. There are people around you, watching your every moves. Opps, I sound pretty mean, but she was the one who started with all the bullshit thing. Yupp, school was fine. Training screwed up again, I am disappointed. Sometimes, I just felt quite useless and weak when they don't want to listen to me. Ahhh, nevermind. Things like that always happened, they come and go. I should not be upset and break down just like that. Like what ranen said, captain must be strong! Hah, commontests are round the corner, I am going to study hard. More than what I am doing now. Alright, I guess I will stop.


I felt like quitting this whole stupid nonsense.


hello. Tuesday, it has been a bad day. AGAIN. Its worst than yesterday. Stupid gabrielLIM kept jabbering around, I dont know what was his problem. He just cant stop to irritate me!? And I have been thinking am I that not fierce to him? I screamed at him like really loudly, ahhh. Nevermind, he is just a nonsensical person. I reallyreally hope that he will stop, cause I want to have normal classes and concentrate in class. And volleyball training was totally screwed. I suck.


Like seriously & totally.


I am hungry, but I don't have appetite. What's wrong with me? I dont know. I wasted a day, I didnt study. I just want to sit down here. Looking at blank spaces. Do nothing.


MONDAY. WORKADAY. School was fine. Basketball boys have attitude problems( excluding zhi xun & ranen ). I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. Ohno, this damnshit thing happened on me. Is it true? Should I go and find it out? Rahhh, I am at one's wits'end. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. I suck. Brain burst.


Yesterday, it started with a good kicked. Everything was fine. Then! I realised that I have to hand up that lame stupid history project by Monday, which is today. I have lost 101 braincells! RAHHH. ALRIGHT, I should go and sleep. Byebye.


Alright, photos time.

yesyesyes, I am the hardcore volleyball player. jk.




YESYESYES! Its friday! Say yay people! SAY YAY! Haha, I am weird, I know, but who cares, I like it(: So the first half part of today was fun! Like finally! I had a great day! Although, I am tired again. Went for co instead of volleyball training and jiaxin said that training wasnt like training, they just played the balls with some guys. I am quite disappointed. Nevermind. OH and these few days were cold like hell. I have been sneezing. I guessed I will stop here.

I AM HAPPY!(:


Hello. Said sorry to mr raj today. So the...nevermind. I was partly at fault too anyway. TYRANT. Hah, my sister the tyrant. Anyway, training went smoothly? Yesyes, it did and being a leader is not easy. Oh and soccerboys won the match against yishun sec? If I am not wrong. Haha, 6-1. Welldone! Great, I am always cheering for other people, as for my own team...Well, I hope next year we will win. PRAY HARD YO! Oh ya, and the councillors' meeting today, it was kind of the funny cause mr ho asked me if I want to sing for teachers' day concert? I go like WHAT?! Hah. Then sugan they all was like huh? Go there play volleyball. Haha, so mean, but nevermind. Its a good day thought but HA didnt go online uh. Its alright. Yesyes, so I will occupied myself with homework. Byebye.

Its going to be better.


Hello. Yes, just like the words printed on my bottle, I AM A SLACKER. I feel so not like myself, I didnt do much work, felt so guilty. Hah, I am being weird again. Oh and to those who are concern about me, I am fine. Especially to mr tan! I am fine, just that I need a lot of sleeping time, then everything will be perfect. TOTALLY PERFECT(: Going to find mdm yati tomorrow, tell her about the misunderstanding cum incident between volleyball girls and mr raj? Yesyes, before anything bad happens. And oh no, tomorrow going to find out who are the excos and how many sec2s are going to be kick out of councillorboard. Hey, and welcome the sec1s who are joining us for the morning meeting! I am going to do more work later. byebye.


two choices, one decision


One conclusion for this friday. SUPER THE BADBADBAD DAY. School was fine, no worries but as usual, I am very tired, like zombie. Then self volleyball training. It boiled my blood. The first half of the training was alright, then second part. Ohmygoshyo, I wanna die man. I asked my girls to serve the balls, the balls will surely like very uncontrollable, cant predict where it will go. Then, snooker was also having training at the same time. This indian incharge teacher was like very frustrated with us? He said the balls kept rolling to their snooker table side, then will interrupt their players so he told me to like move to the corner to serve? So weird right? Where got people serve balls at corner? Then yeah, I asked my players to serve to one another one at a time, so the balls wont roll to their side. I tried already, but that teacher was still not satisfied with us. He said I should have use my brains, that means he was like indirectly telling me that I have got no brains? He said we should like aim properly or asked like a few of them to guard around their tables? So they can stop the balls, but what if the balls fly high? We are not tall enough to catch the balls and even good players will make mistakes and we are not good players. Then, I cried. I cant take it you know, he kept interrupting the training and scolded me. He made me cried twice. How amazing right? I am trying my best to not let the balls rolled over to their side and he said I got attitude problems and stubborn. And he was like the one who started with the not nice attitude, telling me how I should train my players. He said we must be humble too? He also like threatened us that he will confiscate the balls if we continue to let the balls rolled to their side, and thats when they ended their trainings, then we continued to serve the balls freely. I dont know, he just made me felt very upset, I felt so useless. I wanted to make the training fun and useful, but it ended to be like that. Every week ends with a bad day, why? My brain is gonna burst anytime, I have got not enough sleep. I still need to handle this and that. I am tired, physically and mentally.


I cant think well now.


It has been so long since I post something. Like about 5 days? Yesyes, I am very busy with my schoolwork nowadays, I am only sleeping about 5 or 6 hours a day?! So insane right, I have no idea why I am always sleep so late, I have no time. Alright, so today, its quite a bad day. I made shimin angry cause she dont allowed me to go for training but I still went for training. By the way, I hurt my ligament. Yupp, then today I was veryveryveryveryvery tired. Rachel didnt come to school, she is sick. GET WELL SOON, SOULMATE! She is also not coming to school tomorrow. Okay, then after school, volleyball training. Coach asked the captains and vice captains to like took over the training a bit then I guess a few of my teammates were not happy about it. I felt so sad, I thought they will like support jiaxin and I but some of them were quite unhappy when we asked them to do the stuff. Some of them even changed their attitude towards me, rahhh. I am so confused, nevermind its for their own good and for the team. Like what isaac liu said, when you were asked to give out instrustions to your peers, some of them will surely said bad things about you behind your back, this is life man. Let it be. Haha, I guess tomorrow self training will be worst. And ohmygoshyo, I finally have got the time to do my own revision today! YAY, and sharon, sorry for putting my anger on you, I was so frustrated. SORRYSANNE! Alright, I will stop here.

this is where it is supposed to be.


yes, this is the 101post. Saturday, with momo, nah, just joking. Rahhh. Yupp, you have guess correctly, I have been doing homework for the wholeday. Its so boring, I am not done yet. Teenagers' life is just like that. A mundane life. Always have to think. Feel so not like me today. Dont know why. Woke up in the early morning and had a conversation with sharon on the phone. Yes. I have always got my nose in a book. I hope it will be better. Damn, my post doesnt make any sense to me. Oh well.

contradicting.


Tuesday. Tuesday with morrie! Nah, just joking. Lets rewind back to yesterday. YOUTH DAY aka SENTOSA DAY.
Monday, 7july2008
I went out with the girls, yifan, sharon and priscilla. Rachel cant come along. So sad. Yupp, so we went to SENTOSA and eat, weird right. There was no sun! BOO! I am still not tanned, I want to be orange colour. Sharon and I played volleyball, the ball so poor thing. It dropped into the sea for more than five times? Haha, but its super clean now. We played sand, cam-whored and eat. Oh, we rollerblade too. I found out that I am a pro! Haha. Yifan was like kept falling down? But its good for a beginner. I shall post the photos next time. Yeah, then yifan and priscilla went home first. Sharon and I walked around in vivo. We went to the diva accessories shop, I was asked to change something for my sister and there was this woman, or rather a man.(he changed sex) He was being irritating, like so sarcastic. He was like indirectly insulting my sister and I? I dont know. He sucks. Yeah, so we quickly got out of the place. We were desparate for drinks can? Cant even find a proper drink from vivo. After getting a drink, we headed home. On the way, wangyunyi was being weird again. Here comes the sense lecture to sharonkisujon again. Haha, I told her a lot of things, about future, studies and stuff. I hope she will listen. Yes, she will. Hah and shitdamn, I ended my day with my dictionary missing. COME BACK! DICTIONARY! DONT LEAVE ME! I NEED YOU! lameofemo. 0]

Alright, back to today. Its the worst day ever man! Its a bad day, a bad hair day and a flu day. I am having a flu. Like whatthehelloh. I cant even concentrate on the lessons.

I shall stop.
p.s. TOHJIAXIN IS A NOOBIENOOB! XD

I missed the days when we were together.


Ding. Dong. Ding. Dong. Ding. Dong. Ding. Dong. New school bell sounds more like school. Hah. As usual, I have been doing homework for the whole day. My composition. One word to describle. AWESOME. Think, think, think. Relax, relax, relax. I can do it. Stress will go away.


I just have to take it easy.


Alright, its saturday. Currently 12.00am. Hah, I am weird I know. I am the midnight oilburner yo! I didnt go for co practice yesterday. I was physically and mentally tired. School was fine and I've got the volleyball training videos from coach! He said its the one and only one in singapore, if I lose it I will have to die. Haha, he was just joking, but I have to really take care of it. Sometimes, I think things in a too complicated way, maybe they are just so easy? Maybe its just like that? Maybe the problem lies with me? I dont know, I need to learn how to relax. Be positive, I always think myself as a positive thinker but this positive thinker is slowly becoming a negative thinker. Thats very bad. When can I find back myself? Stress just come from nowhere and I cant stop it. I want to tell my girls that they are totally awesome, the last post was just crap. Hah. Things will get better, it will, it must! I have to overcome it. Yay, work the benji way, make to 1.6!


I will, I must!


Dont make it obvious. I cant give you everything.


hello world. School was totally Madness. Tiring. Stressed. Confused. Stupid. I dont know why I felt this way, but I am kind of tired. I cant be bothered, I dont want to really be in this thing. I just want to concentrate, my peers are not letting me to do so. Why? I dont know either. I hate this kind of feeling. Rahhh. Homework, council, planning things for volleyball training, studies. I am tired, I am veryvery tired. I stopped to rest, but that is not helping me. I reallyreally want to be back to my original place. BACK. I am in this, alone. What I do to help myself? RELAX. Just chill. Bootheworld, boome.


work the benji way, make to 1.6


oh, max lives in rachelthng's pencil case. So if you want to know who is max. Go to rachel's pencil and find out. Haha, max loves me(:


HELLO! TODAY IS SANNE'S BIRTHDAY! OKAYOKAY. SHARON! YAY! Alright, so we gave her some surprises. School was fine today, slacking day and brainrest day. Haha. I've got nothing to post abut today. I am confused:(

max said he loves me!:O