Things have never been smooth nowadays. I am quite frustrated with myself. Don't ask why, I don't know too. Maybe its the people, can you really understand why they have become like that? Or is it because they're just different from you? It feels like you're living with them. Going to school everyday as usual, doing the same old mundane things as per normal, meet the same old people again and again but the only difference is, you're putting on different suits of armour everyone single day. Don't you feel tired? Don't you feel like screaming out," STOP!!" Everything just changed suddenly, what makes you think that it has been just like before? You just don't fit in anymore.

Everybody is changing and I don't know why.


Hi. I am feeling really down today. Interview with Mrs Yeo was extremely bad. I lost my heartbeat and confident at that very moment. Oh well, nevermind. I don't suit the front line anyway.

Everyone is changing, I am starting to feel inferior and small. How long can I take the pressure? How long can I continue to be silent? How long can I face the fake and the real? How long?

Everything has their limitation, I guess mine is almost there.

















Hi.
Today was REALLYREALLYREALLY slack. I only managed to write my notes. I have tried out the chemistry worksheet, but hey, there was this weird M thing on the question, I do not know if it mole or concentration and I don't know what other things, therefore, mission incomplete. I wanted to continue my C4, and crap, I have to do the name list for the cranes folding thing.

So.
Lets rewind back to yesterday. My outting with ah pat the baby voice and wanyu the purple fish cum the birthday girl. Wanyu was so damn SLOW, at first we said 2.30 meet at causeway point and we ended up meeting at 3 plus near 4. Because Wanyu dont know what to wear. Our destination: Orchard. The funny thing was that, in my whole life time, I never ever spend my whole orchard trip at only fareast until yesterday. We wanted to walk to heeren, cineleisure and etc but ended up just at FAREAST. Still, the whole trip was so fun with the girls.
I spent my money on food and food and....food+ a tanktop. I love to eat, cant help it.
Wanyu brought a tanktop and a bag( paterlin and I paid half for her:D)
Paterlin brought a pair of shoes and a handbag.
Oh, I saw this box bag that I really like! B-O-X B-A-G.( actually, its not call a box bag. but I don't know what is the name.)

Well, another week of school. Concentrate and strive.

Ps. Love purple fish and baby voice.


Hi, Syaz says my hair has mood swing. Indeed it does. 1st week of school passed really slowly, however the long desire Friday had finally came. I watched ICE AGE 3! My favourite since young.

Sometimes, I hate you.
Sometimes, I want to talk to you.
Sometimes, I think I am sick.
Sometimes, you are just a mannequin.
Sometimes, when there is just you and me, there is only silent.
Sometimes, I wished we were still like back then.
Sometimes, you really suck.
Sometimes, I wished I have never met you before.
Sometimes, I think its my fault.
Sometimes, I wonder why you behave like that.
Sometimes, I want to decipher your mind quite badly.
Sometimes, I think you were just trying to make me feel terrible.
Sometimes, I wished you could just disappear.
Sometimes, just stop it.
Sometimes, I wonder why am I concern.


Sometimes and sometimes, its all history. You will never be here again.