hello guys ! posting again...actually nothing much today...went to school and gave mr than the councillor camp form , met yifan and rachel so i was with sharon , rachel , rachelle and yifan . priscilla was not there . okay then it started raining , and we were wet . went to eat and then lbrary with rachel , oh ya , rachel is MY LOVE...HAHA:) sharon and rachelle wanted to go running and on the way to the woodland stadium sharon fell down so she called rachel and we quickly from the library rushed there to help her...rachel and i were laughing at her . went home after that and i am having a headache cause you see i am wet...
oh and i change song again...


i need to go and search for piano score...
byebye:D


hello guys ! i am back to post again ! okay i actually wanted to stay at home today but sharon forced me to go out and eat with her , so no choice , i have to go. we eat and went to the library. wanted to go to her home but i got to go and she made me sat on the bus for one whole round! and i was late to get in to my mum's car for 30 mins. she scolded all the way to my brother's school...okay so we waited for my brother but he had already went home so we went to buy my FBT shorts for the camp. went home after that. its just a very normal day , nothing much cause life is not very colourful nowadays, for me i mean. maybe life for you guys is colourful and fun but mine is just boring.

okay i will stop here
byebye and take care=)
playhard,people!


hello guys...today was the last day of school. not gonna be learning new things for about 2months? hope that life will be better for me. last day of school and last hope...which erm...kinda became no hope? anyway, i dont hope for it! i gave up! stop bothering me with some kind of erm...i dont know? just stop it! you know who you are! okay i got back my report book today...i am 3rd in class and 4th in the whole level. quite happy with my results except for history, science and ENGLISH! i have got to work harder...in the holiday, since there is nothing to do in the holiday, i will make full use of it! still planning what to do...how to improve? nvm, i will know when the time comes...hai...nowadays i can say something then end with a hai...life, what is life? i dont really understand...i know what i am living for,i know what is my goal, but i just dont really understand what is life...there are thousands of people in the world but only i can help myself. i have to face it! okay i will do it now!

bye guys! happy holiday=)


hello guys! it was so boring today! i was thinking of going out alone...which means erm...walk around without bus or mrt? haha, that was a very crazy idea but i did it before when i was veryvery sad. you guys get what i mean? i am veryvery sad now, since what happened yesterday...i thought had a good sleep will make me forget eveything but HAH! its useless. THE PROBLEM WILL FOREVER BE THERE! i put a chinese song on my blog, you guys may like it. hey and rachel! this is the song i am always singing. life isnt any better...its boring and cruel? i dont know, nowadays i am saying craps. i dont even know what i am talking about, whats the meaning inside all my words and sentences? do you even know? do you even notice me? i think i am invisible to everyone, i think i dont even exist. i need help but can anyone help me? or do anybody even know i need help? i always help whenever i am in need but...nvm forget about it, no use of bringing up the matter. yesterday, i knew a cruel reality, and i have to face it. livestrong, yunyi.

byebye.


hello guys! okay just a few words...today was not my day, bad things happened to me and i dont understand why. cant stand it anymore! i am gonna die! oh and because of that i had a fever, which means crazy until fever.so today was just not my day!


babye<- new way of saying byebye:)


hello guys! whoawhoawhoa...i hadnt been posting for very long time so i gonna post today. okay, today after school walked around causeway and buy things. first went to 7-11, then mcdonald, then cold storage, somewhere and sweet talk and finally the library! borrowed some books and then stayed there to read. then went home. walked again...haha this post so short right? i no mood and nothing to post.

byebye and takecare=)


hello! reporting by yunyi, today is a very irritating day. okay firstly, my brother hold a photo with my sister and him, then he said " you dont belong to this family, you are just a retard that mum picked up from the rubbish bin. pack your things and leave the house at once! " <- he said this in chinese...can you guys see how mean he was??? to me? i am human! i have feelings! he just treated me as a maid in the house just because mum asked me to do all the stuffs which when mum asked them to do they dont want to do. i am just helping my mum to distressed! what's wrong with it? he just doesnt know anything. he thinks it was very funny and interesting to treat me like that. okay then when he said finished, i said " then kill me at once! " then he reply " no, you will kill yourself cause you are not supposed to be in this world, mum gave birth you by accident, you are just an accident kid ! so you are supposed to do all the household chores. " can you guys understand how i feel? being the youngest in the house, no one helping you but bullying you, which my brother thinks that being the youngest in the house have no rights. how i hope my younger cousin is they for me, as you guys know being bully by the older siblings and i think it is wrong i dont bully my cousin. she is a very nice girl, she is considerate and caring. she is the only one who understand me they most. i must be strong, i cannot cry. i need to show them that i worth something and i can be the most capable one in the house.

sorry for posting this in my blog, nowadays life has been tougher for me.
okay goodbye and takecare. (:
remember to be strong, yunyi


hey people! back to post again! okay let me share my yesterday with you...okay yesterday went to school. all of us get to watched a movie, BUT i forgot to bring my spec...so i dont get to watched it -_- then we had our recess, oh ya i was like a mad woman going around and asked people to do my sister's stupid survey. i even asked people that i dont know which just passed by me to do the survey and obviously they gave me a weird look and walked away.okay, then we went to hall to have chapel.oh and hey! this was the second time i was listening to what our pastor was saying and i am going to love rachel more after yesterday...she was a veryveryvery nice girl! haha i am mad. went straight home as my mom wanted to go out with me. we went to city plaza then bugis. actually, our main target was to get a dress for me to go to my cousin's wedding and ya...when my cousin give birth i will be the baby's aunt. cool huh? so my mom and i walked round and round and finally we found it! so yesterday i bought a hat and a dress and for my mom, she bought a scuff?( is it the correct spelling? sorry if it is wrong ) yupp, that's about it. i sound a bit boastful? sorry, but i am quite excited to go to my cousin's wedding. haha, so now i am gonna watched something again. hehe...^^ just now played the piano for a while...

nvm, so byebye and take care! have fun and find fun?
not like me, everyday is a boring day for me. HAHA.


hello people! okay, let me tell you how was my day today...hmm, i woke up an went to priscilla's house. it was totally fun!!! F U N ! ! ! we played the piano like most of the time...we played all the S.E.C.R.E.T songs. it was so nice! N I C E !!! oh and sharon was like freaking fed up as she dont know how to play the songs...so rachel and i taught her how to play. okay i am totally engrossed in playing piano!!! it is amazing!!! it is music! and i love music!!! haha, okay i am mad. so zoe, rachel , yi fan, sharon , me and pris herself ( of cause ) rachelle didnt come...i gonna kill her on friday! nah...just KIDDING. so we swam, played the piano and MOST OF ALL! WE WATCHED 300 YEARS?? OR 300?? i dont know, i forget the name. it was very violent but it was all about past history. it said about a small part of a country wanted to isolated with the entire country as they treated women, elders and child as slaves. cruel right? but this particular small part of the country which was called sparta, treated everyone equal. they had war with the other parts of the country. they had only 300 soldiers and they won a lot of the other parts of the country but when the capital of the country came and had war with sparta they lose and all of them died. it was so sad and they had only 300 best warriors white others had like 10000?? one of the warriors could killed 100 of them? oh ya and they were trained when they could hold a sword. althought it was violent, but they were so meaning in this show. they were small but they were not afraid of anything. they fought bravely and i remembered there was a sentence said " we are spartan! " haha, it was just very nice. okay i had enough of my day and i am gonna watched youtube again. =)

take care and goodbye!
have fun for the next few days:D


hello! guys! the last lap is over! we can play! yays! three cheers for eveyone! alright...today was a bit weird. usually everyone went to causeway and celebrate but people like me, i went home. weird huh? okay i went home and i immediately switch on the computer...cause, i have not been using it for quite a long time. i watched youtube the whole day ( almost the whole day? ) and yeah it was boring...but i had no choice. no one was at home and i cant talk to anyone. if i am talking means i am mad. ( which i always does it when no one was around...cause i am mad! ) haha, then i played the piano and used the computer again. today was veryveryveryveryvery B O R I N G ! ! ! CANT STAND IT!!! MY EYES ARE GOING TO DROP OFF!!! i am tired...hope i can pass my EOY wit flying colours! i dislike/hate my brother and sister sometimes...they unreasonable! uhhh!!! cant stand them...oh and my brother said that having a blog is called ah lian...he is stupid! and he just used a thick rope and hit it hard on the floor and said " its a warning! " i am like huh? he is insane? or what? i think if you guys stayed with him in a house together, you will go mad and commit suicide. thats all. sometimes i think i am only a servant in the house...i helped them everything they need and when i need help, no one was there for me...am i wrong to be in this world? why is it that people who did good stuffs get the bad stuffs? oh well, things are just not right when day passes...everything change. even when you did not do anything wrong to that person, that person will think of a way to get you in trouble. why is the world so strange? did you guys ever think of this question before? haha, better not. if you guys think of it all day long, you will have a lot of white hair like me...WARNING!DONT THINK ABOUT ANYTHING NOW!<- TO YOU GUYS=) whoahoho...i am pitying myself in this post. haha shouldnt have put all the bad stuffs on my blog. cause people who read it will get irritated? am i right? haha i dont know. oh and brother restricted me from watching youtube and even using the computer! ( which is after exams... ) he thinks he is big... ( okay he have no rights! )-_-i dont care i am gonna watch it! hmph!

so sorry for posting irritating stuffs in this post. S O R R Y!
anyway, take care (= byebye


am i wrong to be in this world?


HELLO PEOPLE!!! IT HAS BEEN SO LONG THAT I HAVE POST SOMETHING ON MY BLOG!!! haha my blog is getting more and more boring...anyway today was nasty, VERY NASTY!!! i wont want to mention it. my friends all know, but we were all damn happy that all this happened! very very very happy! haha...i got my own way=)today was history and math paper. history was hard, i think i will fail. math was easy-peesy but i am stupid to not knowing how to do question 14! oh and yifan is a very clever person, just love her so much( in the friend way of cos ) went to causeway after mrs kaviraj praised us for our good behaviour. stayed in the library and read some books. then went to meet puiyuan, perry, alvin and puiyuan's sister. she is very pretty! haha i am mad. anyway walked home again with sharon...she almost got knocked down by a car, even though i told her that there was a car coming in her direction. dont know what she looking at, then she just chiong. fortunately she was safe and sound. went home and played hours of piano then slept for 3 hours. called perry and chatted about some quite serious topics. then use the comp, which is what i am doing now. chatted with puiyuan just like about 12 something? haha i was so shocked, cause he nv been online in such a late time. haha, okay then we chatted about problems and problems again. he went offline and i am alone. peace and quiet. i love it. you guys can see that the whole of today i didnt study! haha feel guilty but i think rest 1 day i wont die. i just love my friends. we will be more united after today. wait and see, 1 day i will catch you. oh perry and puiyuan are kinda in love? but they refused to tell me who is the unlucky girl. KIDDING!

is quite late now, i gonna sleep soon. take care and dont give up!
the next week is our last lap and we can play! dont give up!
take care and byebye=)