Today is not a very good day, just fought with my sister about being the smallest in the family and being the oldest in the family matter. She was saying that being the oldest is not as easy as you think, you have to take up a lot of responsibility and stuffs, but hey at least you dont have four people asking you to do this and do that, you only have two people to ask you to do. She said if any of them ask me to do things I can just turn it down, but do I have a choice? Sometimes, if I dont help them they will get angry and give me that face and say I am useless, only such a small favour also dont want to help. Common test is coming and I cant really much enjoy this new year, cause I will be like studying while others are playing and having fun. Sometime, I guess this world is just unfair, school is insane, friends giving porblems, family members asking you to do things and having own stress cause of studies. Is life also so unfair? hmm...I guess so.

alright, I feel much more better now. Need to go and revise for the test tomorrow.
bye.


Sometimes, I guess I really need to be a very strong positive thinker.