Alright, its saturday. Currently 12.00am. Hah, I am weird I know. I am the midnight oilburner yo! I didnt go for co practice yesterday. I was physically and mentally tired. School was fine and I've got the volleyball training videos from coach! He said its the one and only one in singapore, if I lose it I will have to die. Haha, he was just joking, but I have to really take care of it. Sometimes, I think things in a too complicated way, maybe they are just so easy? Maybe its just like that? Maybe the problem lies with me? I dont know, I need to learn how to relax. Be positive, I always think myself as a positive thinker but this positive thinker is slowly becoming a negative thinker. Thats very bad. When can I find back myself? Stress just come from nowhere and I cant stop it. I want to tell my girls that they are totally awesome, the last post was just crap. Hah. Things will get better, it will, it must! I have to overcome it. Yay, work the benji way, make to 1.6!


I will, I must!