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Friday, July 18, 2008 Y 8:02 PM

One conclusion for this friday. SUPER THE BADBADBAD DAY. School was fine, no worries but as usual, I am very tired, like zombie. Then self volleyball training. It boiled my blood. The first half of the training was alright, then second part. Ohmygoshyo, I wanna die man. I asked my girls to serve the balls, the balls will surely like very uncontrollable, cant predict where it will go. Then, snooker was also having training at the same time. This indian incharge teacher was like very frustrated with us? He said the balls kept rolling to their snooker table side, then will interrupt their players so he told me to like move to the corner to serve? So weird right? Where got people serve balls at corner? Then yeah, I asked my players to serve to one another one at a time, so the balls wont roll to their side. I tried already, but that teacher was still not satisfied with us. He said I should have use my brains, that means he was like indirectly telling me that I have got no brains? He said we should like aim properly or asked like a few of them to guard around their tables? So they can stop the balls, but what if the balls fly high? We are not tall enough to catch the balls and even good players will make mistakes and we are not good players. Then, I cried. I cant take it you know, he kept interrupting the training and scolded me. He made me cried twice. How amazing right? I am trying my best to not let the balls rolled over to their side and he said I got attitude problems and stubborn. And he was like the one who started with the not nice attitude, telling me how I should train my players. He said we must be humble too? He also like threatened us that he will confiscate the balls if we continue to let the balls rolled to their side, and thats when they ended their trainings, then we continued to serve the balls freely. I dont know, he just made me felt very upset, I felt so useless. I wanted to make the training fun and useful, but it ended to be like that. Every week ends with a bad day, why? My brain is gonna burst anytime, I have got not enough sleep. I still need to handle this and that. I am tired, physically and mentally.

I cant think well now.