Monday, August 18, 2008 Y 5:34 PM

Hello. Monday not blues! Wait, I am a little bit upset today. Because my friend is sad. I think I didnt try my very best to make her happy but left out and lonely. I always thought that I understand her, but actually, I dont. I feel useless sometimes, making her feels that I need her a lot that she cannot falls or cry infront of me. Supposed her whole self-controlled outer appearance was just a facade? A perfect suit of armour. Outside, the weak sun shines down as if nothing had happened, but something happened. I dont want her to feel like that, I want her to be happy, put on her biggest smile. Not for us, but for herself. Cheerup girl, be happy. I will always be there for you.
OH my science! STUPID ONE AND A HALF! RAHHH! ONE AND A HALF! OHMYGOSH. STUPID ME! Haha, readers surely dont understand what I am talking about. I was mad about that one and a half and I went round and round the class hitting people and shouting like a mad woman. Luckly my teacher didnt really care, cause the whole damn class was noise. Hoh, then after school, I went to causeway with priscillachan, sharon and HA(: Had fun talking, and priscilla and HA. Hitting each other, then priscilla said she had a bad impression of HA! But I knew she was just kiding. Then she went home, left with us. We walked sharon home and then HA walked me home(: Had longlong conversation. AWESOME. Hah, thats why I am happy. Oh bytheway, I lost a friend, not a she but a he.


I hope this will last verylong. As long as it could last.