Alright, sorry but today was a bad day and I hate first day of school. I am honest with myself, I feel not appreciated and not respected. Whatever it was, I guess I just have to keep quiet for the time being and concentrate on my work. That was what I noticed today, glued my mouth and I can listen better. I guess the absence of me, doesnt really matter. I am not trying to be emo or anything, this is what I feel. I am alright. End of year exams are really round the corner, its on the third week of term 4, 25 september. Its like someone just pulled me back to the reality from my dreamland, I know I am not a slacker but I have to work hard, work smart. Nothing is going to affect me. NOTHING. I know I can do it. Now, I need to feel my way carefully forward, and I cannot lose my thread.

Oh, sharon. Funniest kid I've ever seen. Hah. Cheer up. And you owe me big time! Wasted my precious afternoon with you. I could have stay at home and write some notes, but why did I let you? Cause, I am your awesome friend(: Oh, sorry to goodfriend.
Oh, rebekah and zeken are back together! Yay!( I know rebekah is reading this:D)

Whole self-controlled outer appearance was just a facade. A perfect suit of armour.

You're what I need.
Be my source of joy, you're capable of that.
Sorry.

Late night work.