When I finally got to get some rest and quiet time myself, problems start to pour into my mind again like waves of the sea splashing hard onto the shore. Well, I was just thinking about those councillor stuff, getting worried and don't know what to do. Who can help me? Urgh. Maybe after OBS then I will start my exhausted engine going again. I have decided to stay at home to study, bake, sleep, read, kpop until the Bintan trip, unless special people ask me out.

Wait till you see the sunshine.
Everything is going to be okay.


Hey Readers! I am back from the YoReCa camp! It was awesome! Well, let me just tell you some of the fun things that happened in the camp. Oh! The most funniest thing was that, I MET MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIEND! How funny right? Okay, maybe not, its just that I find it quite amazing as the last camp I went I met another primary school friend.

Right, so this camp I had participated for the 4days were all about being resilience, we had a lot of field trips to different places such as Singapore Civil Defence Force Training place where they basically told us about some emergency procedures like what to do when you are facing danger and Unconventional Threats(terrorists)that Singapore might be facing.

We also went to the SMRT and SBS Transit to learn about public transport security awareness and community emergency preparedness awareness. It was quite cool as we undergo the fake situation which was pretty real.

We travelled to the Immigration Checkpoint Authority at Tuas. This place check for smuggling and illegal immigrants. They showed us how the illegal people make their fake passport and where they hide cigarettes.

Beside going to all these places which may seems boring to you, we played fun team building games too. One of it was the "Human Ladder" where your group mates hold the wooden logs in the air and you stepped on it. It was damn challenging.

I guess I should stop here. The camp was just FUN. Pictures time!


My group leader.




Primary School Friend!








Hey all. Sorry for the long Chinese post. Anyway, holiday is boring! I miss all my friends. Anyway, love you guys. Ask me out:D




今天，我带着一种特别的心情和我的哥哥还有cousins出门。已经有很久没有这种感觉了，这种放松的心情我想只有和他们在一起才会有吧。最近我的心情有点乱，不知所措，但又不知道该怎么做。反正我也不知道该怎么说，就是说不上来。假期真的有点无聊，除了去学校，搞学生会的一些东西，打打球，做功课，真的没有什么东西可以做了。学生的生活就是怎么没有色彩，除了读书还是读书。想要为自己的生活增添一点乐趣真的还有点难。

时间过得真快，一转眼2009年就要和我们说再见了。回想起这一整年所发身的事情，我有点遗憾。大家都变了，有时候我真的觉得我对周围的人都没有了信任，也觉得有点孤单。真犯贱。当2009向我们挥挥手时，就是我需要开始战斗的时候，就是会考一步一步跟紧我的脚步的时候。虽然有点害怕，但还是要面对，我会加油，希望大家也和我一起加油。

就此搁笔，余言再叙。

sorry for typing chinese.



Hey! O level Chinese paper is over! Yay! Right, some things happened lately and I don't know whether was it good or bad. Nevermind, I shouldn't think so much, let time proof everything. I hope it will proof that its a good thing. Well, I am feeling a bit weird and acting like a cox-2 lately. I know its doesn't make sense cause its suppose to not make any sense in the first place. I miss my cousin and I wonder how is she doing now and also at the same time, right now, I wonder if she turn better or maybe, worst? I don't dare to think anymore.


I hope we stay at the same point. Don't move.



Went. Rise and shine.
Not there. Spaghetti and tv.
Not important, at all. Violin and guitar.
Angry, or maybe sad. Calendar and Planner.
No more trust. Specs and bubble tea.
Don't need. Daydream and stunned.
Immune, used to it.
Waste time.