Hey everybody! Its new year's eve today! Well, the sec 4Es just came back from our Bintan trip and no doubt to say, IT WAS AWESOME! The TLs were just super! Anyway, I shall not do much blogging abut that cause words cant really describe how I felt, there are just too much to say about this camp, I will remember it for life.

Alright, so today I am here to do some reflection of the whole 2009.

To me, it had been a really tough year. The beginning of the year was just ohmygod, there weren't so much As on my result slip anymore and maybe some friends problem. However, I made it through and now all of these things are on track. Not forgetting about the biggest thing that happened to me was that, I became the president of the Student Council Board. I never expect myself will do such a thing, leading others and planning events for the school to make the school a better place.

This position, this responsibility, have never been so easy. Sometimes, I really struggled and felt stressed. I have always been wondering, am I really fit to do this? Can I balance my studies and this commitment? All these have been swirling inside my head till now. I have always been asking myself that why am I in this, why I have to take up such a big responsibility when I am only 15, what if I did not join the SC when I was in sec1, but I guess not anymore. All the whys and what ifs are unless to think about, life has to move on and come to think of that, I am at advantage. I may not be at my best and some may also think that hey, you're not doing your job but I just want to say that I love my Ex-cos for how they always support me when I felt really lost and how they always say yes and didn't utter a word when I give them a job to be done. Also, small encouragements like"You guys are doing great!"from my teachers also push me a lot, that's why I never give up and I found my balance.

My new year's resolution for next year.

1.GET A RAW 10 FOR MY Os.

2.Bring my SC to the next level.

3.Pass down our position to the juniors properly.

But for now, I just hope that the sec 1 orientation is gonna run smoothly and the sec1s will never ever forget their experiences.

There are some people that I really want to thank also.

Mr Hu and Miss Eleora: thanks for always trusting me.

Miss Uma: I LOVE YOU!

Mr Issac Tan: Thanks for guiding me when I really need some guidance. I LOVE YOU!

Sharon: No matter how much cold wars we had before, I still love you always. Go Sharonny(:

Yifanny: I don't know why, but this year we got closer. Thanks for always being so direct, I love XIAOFANNY!

Rachel T SM: You have always been someone that I can trust, someone I can talk to. I will always love you SM.

PrisY: BOBLA! You know what, just four words. I LOVE YOU FOR-AIR-VA!

PrisC: Don't be so emo already alright? Haha, love you always!

My Fish: Thanks for comforting me when I felt really down and also letting me to so lesbian to you. Haha. I love you always library partner!

Soonguan: My brother! Thanks for listening to me when I really need a pairs of ears.

Gareth: Hey bestfriend! We've been through a lot didn't we? But no matter what had happened, you are always the only one who understands me. Thanks.

Syaz and Dass: My hyper friends! Thanks for supporting me when I really need the drive. I always love you guys.

Saacmon: Hey! You know what, you have really been a nice friend, nice ex-cos and thanks for not getting irritated with me.

Xavier: XL! I really don't know what to say, but you know what. You helped me a lot and sometime I cant imagine how am I gonna complete the job without you. Thanks!

Minny and Book: left-right hands. Thanks guys!

Rachelle and Michelle: You guys have really been helping me a lot. Thanks!

Last but not least. My cousins and my family, always supporting me and loving me.

There are just so many people I want to thank, so THANK YOU EVERYONE FOR MAKING BEING A PART OF MY LIFE!