Hi earth. I am finally back to blog. Well, nobody cares anyway. So yes, if I am not wrong, the last post was in sec 4? I am in jc1 now. Yeah, yes I know. Thoughts dont have to remind me. Anyway, I am feeling rather stress recently. This kind of pressing yet slow, immense stress. Why? Cause my jc1 MYCT is in 11 days time and guess what? I am left with a lot of revision to do. Is it just me or everyone hasnt finish their revision. Well, that doesnt matter to me cause I am the one taking my own exams. My dream, DENTIST. Why am I losing hope? Why am I losing focus? I dont want this life. This mundane routine. I dont want to retain. I want to have good passes. But why? Why cant I bring myself to work hard? I feel so upset and disappointed with myself. This is not me. But I have become like this, lazy, distracted and what more? At this time? I dont want to be like this! I need motivation! I need some love! I need some care! I need a person who really understands me! I need to get back on track. I hate this feeling but I am starting to hate myself. But no! I dont want to hate myself. I hate having millions of thoughts running in my mind. I hate having war with myself! ARGHHHHHHH! I think I am going insane. Chill, cool. Ice packs. Lets settle down and calm down please yun yi please. I need you to be focus! I need you to make full use of your 11 days! I need you to be back. COME BACK! I know its hard but please do come back. You can pull through this. You can do it! jia you. youcan youcan youcan youcan youcan!

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